Love is the Rhythm, You are the Music

to a choir kid…. nothing means more than when someone goes out of their way to sing for you.
the best moments in life are during choir, a capella, musical; when youre somewhere and you all burst into a 6 part harmony song, when you go driving around singing as loud as you can with the windows down, when a cute boy sings to you from a balcony.
there's a bond between choir kids that no one else understands…. because choir kids are wierd. 120 % strange. every single one of them is completely different from the rest, and people wonder how they even get along. but who they are, where they come from, what they wear and how they act are all irrelevant to one simple fact: they breathe in song. they all speak one universal language: music.

anyway. i read this verse in my devotion last night.
and i thought about it.
God is CONTINUALLY singing to me- a love song, at that. love; the worlds number one universal language. a beautiful, beautiful song like nothing ive ever heard before. and He will NEVER stop singing it. not ever. not once in my entire life will He ever stop singing over my life.
and NOTHING in life means more to a choir kid than being sung to.

what did i EVER do to deserve that?!
NOTHING.
and i never will do anything that will make me worthy of constant, loving attention from my Awesome God.
i will never be worthy of His sacrifice.
i will never deserve the people in my life, the blessings that they are, the support and love they give me, and i will never deserve the opportunities that have been set before me.

thank you, everybody, for everything.
for your support, for your friendship, for your love, for all the time youve put into me, for all the ways youre helping me achieve my goals and dreams.

i am continually humbled by the blessings in my life <3